Escape
It creeps up and hits hard where it hurts
I find myself going from smiling to sobbing in zero seconds flat
I have been depressed before but it’s different this time
This time it seems like the tunnel will never end
The break of dawn seems like a delusional concept
I want to run away, from everyone and everything
I want to keep running until I leave this pain behind
All attachment seems like shackles
I don’t want to die though
I know I am needed and to some extent even loved
I know I can’t stay away from my kids for long
Eventually I will run back to them
But for now I just want to run away
I want to get lost in the hope of finding myself
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